Jan 15th, end of an era/starting fresh.

This blog post is the end of an era: what will life bring me?

It is the start of a new chapter: make it happen.



Maybe you are a little like me? I am aware and open to whatever opportunities life brings. I walk through the french doors that beckon on a consistent basis. I am grateful for what falls into my lap. I take advantage of the people, relationships, experiences and successes that are at my fingertips and do the best that I can with these on a daily basis. Sounds good right? 

But something is not right. Intuitively I feel this. It feels a bit like gray; like heavy bags; the morning after too much wine; taking a spin class after a milkshake and so on.
In other words not: good, happy or light.



Truth time, I have not been breaking down any doors. I have not been going after a great and lofty goal with passion, persistence and perseverance. I have been coasting a bit. The ride has been really great, so the complacency comes easily and does not feel awful.



Once I acknowledged this anti-force going on 

- this resistance to greatness - 

I cannot ignore it. And so I am starting fresh. 

I am moving out of my comfort zone. 

And the first kick in the ass is to start a blog. 

And...

GO.